dahil paranoid ako s bipolar disorder

nagawa ko ito..thx kay angelique piano

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	High
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	Moderate
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	Very High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
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awwwww!!!

something i think i have...

belated merry xmas and a happy new year!!!

i've been reading and im deeply concerned about this disease. i think i have it but as most doctors say, it's hard to diagnose even for experts.

Bipolar disorder is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a category of mood disorders defined by the presence of one or more episodes of abnormally elevated mood clinically referred to as mania or, if milder, hypomania. Individuals who experience manic episodes also commonly experience depressive episodes or symptoms, or mixed episodes in which features of both mania and depression are present at the same time. These episodes are usually separated by periods of "normal" mood, but in some individuals, depression and mania may rapidly alternate, known as rapid cycling. Extreme manic episodes can sometimes lead to psychotic symptoms such as delusions and hallucinations. (from wikipedia)

Mania is characterized by increased energy, speech disruptions, impaired judgment, changes in thought patterns, mood changes, changes in perception. people often experience anxiety and irritability to the point of rage.

im sure that i have experienced these before. there was one time that my friends actually said something about me being fat that i was enraged and chased them out of the room (trust me, this does not usually happen). another is racing thoughts. im pretty sure that my thoughts are usually like this. also, i had sudden outbursts of creativity, distractability, and disjointed thinking. and last is inflated self-esteem. i dont wanna get started on that. omg!

Next is depression. it is often characterized by the opposite of what happens in mania. and people with this usually talks about, suicide and being actually dead. loss of excitement over pleasurable activities, hopelessness, helplessness, inability to concentrate, are some symptoms.

now this is one that i am sure of. there was this period(or periods) in my life that i been so depressed that my grades went down, i never enjoyed dota, and i "locked myself from the world." there are countless events that i asked someone about suicide and what would they do if i die, what if i faked a suicide and such. my friends often call me emo for these things.

im still not sure and i dont know if a nearby doctor can help me. oh shucks! im getting worried.

bye for now...ahahahaiii!!!