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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

EMO!!!! (update sa buhay ng isang taong walng magawa)

woah!! it's been a while since i posted here...

just a little summary of what happened to me during those postless weeks...

  • second TV appearance (via national super quiz bee..haha..feeling sikat ako e...)
  • got seriously involved in the development of the school paper (go bryan!)
  • i ceased participation in our xmas presentation (for reasons you won't understand)
  • fell truly in love...and got dumped in the process...shet!!
  • recently went under a "three-kilometer walk every day" training program
  • i just quit playing a lot of games(bye cabal and ragnarok!)...only game left is Dota which will take time before i decide to stop playing it too...
ok..that's enough...serious post time...

probably the thing that had the most impact on me is the fourth one...and i posted here to let out all the things i want to say...

it's the second time i loved a person really deeply( or third, i don't know...yeah third, second was the one with the girl who went to canada)...and though it's only been one month since we got close to each other, it scarred me alot when i was dumped...

i felt inferior to my friends who had the power to make girls love them...i felt bad about myself because i'm in senior year and i never had a girlfriend (i pity myself)...

well..she did tell to look for someone better than her...and i think i can do that...i got my eyes on that sleeping angel of final period..

that's all...i don't want to spill all the details...

i have to kill these mosquitoes before they kill me...

this is ponta kin signing off! meow!!