another bit of randomness...lalala!!!

just some thoughts id like to share with you...kinda bored here...

• my brother asked me, "are we just the reflections of those people beyond the mirror? what if we really are the reflections and they are the real ones?" i answered, "do you feel like you're alive, do you think that you are being controlled by them? no, right? then it doesn't matter"

• how do you handle being in love with someone who is madly in love with someone else? will you wait or try to make her/him change course? just thinking...haha

• im addicted to punk covers right now. go yellowcard for covering everywhere and starting line for im real. really cool. punk rock's so cool.

• who do you think is the first crazy person who ever lived? the first to try suicide? the first to make music? the first to write? the first person who read? the one who invented the letters and numbers? the first to invent clothes? the first to build a home? i think these are the people who should really be given credit. they are the pioneers of everyday living. haha

that's all...just a bit of randomness...haiii...

"if you were not in love with my best friend, things would be a lot easier for both of us."

Let's talk games baby!

well, i have never made a post about the thing that composes one-fourth of my life..GAMES!!!

i have played many games before...im even one of the pioneers of ragnarok (i played during beta, so i can be considered as one) and up to this day, im still addicted to gaming...

here's a rundown of what i played and how good i am at them...

RAGNAROK!!! well, it's my first game...started out a bit roughly but got he hang of it quickly enough...if i was given a chance to play this again i surely will...too bad load money makes my wallet empty...im pretty good at this, my main being a lvl90 champion and another lvl85 whitesmith...if you see someone named Arianne_Asura, don't threaten her or else...

ROSE!!! ahhhh, a game i actually had friends to play with...got to level 65 as a dealer but got tired when they announced tha tgame development in the Philippines will cease because of lack of player support...good times!

CABAL!!! a game i played wit hmy brother..got tired after 3 months...the game doesn't have the thrill because all you do is grind, grind, grind, pvp, grind, pvp....when you finish grinding, everything becomes too easy...even bosses can't stand up to you...and teamwork doesn't even factor into the equation of victory in battle...

AUDITION!!! well, not really addicted to this...just played to check it out...it's hard for someone like me who has the stiffest fingers in the land...haha

ADVENTURE QUEST!!! now this is a casual game that can be addictive...it's browser-based so you don't have to download...it's single player but when you actually discover the forums, it becomes interactive...haha...www.battleon.com

DOTA!!! DOTA!!! DOTA!!! what i would consider best game ever...the diversity of things you could do here is endless...teamwork is a big factor (but my friends don't even see that, that's why they don't see how good i really am..joke!!!) we recently played with guys practicing for a tournament, and i was amazed with our performance...i had 20 assist, johndel and paolo had a lot of double kills and lemuel got so beefed up...haha

well, got to go out now..this is the tensai ponta signing off!!

"how can i move on when im still in love with you?"

Late night post

woah! it's 11:17pm on my clock and im still posting...insomnia much?

im just gonna write down some things about events happening to me and 4-almeda...sigh

• CHRISTMAS CONCERT!!! well, im not one of the performers but i was given a harder task. i was supposed to coordinate with the lightsman to make sure that we looked beautiful onstage. pretty nerve-wrecking if you ask me. if i made a mistake, im dead. but i pulled it off. we pulled it off!! our performance was banging! i looked around and saw even the choreographers of other classes dancing and singing to our songs. it was fulfilling! also, this performance signifies the newly-built bond between members of almeda. i never felt so close to them during this period. from practices, misadventures, hyperventilations, crying sessions, we were together. i never thought we would be this bonded. hope it lasts long. (gosh! i tend to not get pictures of the most important events in my life..sigh!)
  

• TEACHER FIGHT!!!! we're currently in a predicament right now. teachers have a grudge against us for various reasons that i think should be left in the past. for me, i think they're being OA about this matter. enough about this. this makes me tick!

• EPIPHANY!!! i just realized that to be happy this christmas, i have to forget this girl. i should be contented with my loveless life. she's not ready yet. well, im willing to wait but i dont think that would be good. now im off to find someone who will give me the same chill that she did.

pretty nonsense post again huh? that's because the one writing this is worthless. anyway, he's single so u might want to text him especially if you're beautiful, light-skinned and about 5'1" tall. lol

GO 4-AVER!!!!!!!!!!