another episode in the life of a worthless earth creature

so, what now? not a lot of things happening lately...except for those really great surprises from Benjamin Almeda that we all love...and an unpleasant game of Grand chase that haunted me...

if you were given a chance to choose between one of two forked paths, one is short and will lead to a safe and comfortable place, one is really long, winding and uncertainty lies at the end, where will you go? why the hell did i choose the long one? i dont know if im just adventurous or just extremely idiotic...i was told to stop but i continued. now im bleeding from the inside...

this post may be another reason to call me "emo", but heck, emo n kung emo, pinili kong maging expressive e...walang pakialamanan...

tama n nga muna ang ganito,...nagsasawa n ata kau sa ganitong laman ng blog n to n walang pictures, makaluma ang background music at kung anu-anu pang ka-"low tech"-an...cguro next tym i post..masaya n..makakalimot n ko...haha

lyrics time para mahaba-haba nmn mapost ko

Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears from behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days passed me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I used to get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

When the stars fall and I lie awake
You're my shooting star

"what doesn't hurt you, makes you stronger"

The Law of Parting ways

Well, im back to blogging...


been topsy-turvy lately...i don't know if its going way too easy or just getting harder..
easy because there has been almost nothing to do in school, english and physics are the only real subjects now, with mapeh, eco, chem, and calculus as semi-subjects and others are just nonsense. i dont really get the point in going to school now except for the money and the oppportunity to see two girls i really like.

on the contrary, it's really hard.

first, graduation. i dont really see myself being away from these people that go by the alias 4AVER. it's true that i despised them during the early parts of the year but after one fateful day, evrything changed. it's like every bonding opportunity with them is time well spent. with them, there's a reason to smile everyday.

but as they say, all good things must come to an end. people of 4AVER will go separate ways. different colleges to go to, new circle of friends to form, 39 lives that will start anew. it's just so sad. and i think benjamin almeda will make it even harder to part.

those nights spent for practices TOGETHER...
those trash collecting sprees TOGETHER...
those crying moments TOGETHER...
the xmas concert we performed TOGETHER...

every bit of memory just makes it even harder to leave mandsci...

i never realized that i will say this but..

"THIS CLASS IS FREAKIN' AWESOME!!!!" "I LOVE THIS CLASS"

im getting a bit drowsy and teary-eyed...gotta leave

"parting is such a sweet sorrow"