a song i want to share with you (kindly turn off the auto music playing on the right side of this blog)

this is a song by Relient K that really touched my heart..since i was affected greatly by the song, i wan to share it to everyone...it's really finger-lickin good...weeeeeeee!!!

so here it is, namnamin niu ung lyrics aa...







Here's the lyrics...

So I've made up my mind
I will pretend
To leave this world behind
And in the end
You'll know I've lied
To get your attention
I'm faking my own suicide

I'm faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just haven't realized
I'm faking my own suicide
They'll hold a double funeral
Because a part of you will die
Along with me

Wish you thought that I was dead
So rather than me
You'd be depressed instead
And before arriving at my grave
You'd come to the conclusion
You've loved me all your days
But it's too late
Too late for you to say

Because I'm faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just haven't realized
I'm faking my own suicide
They'll hold a double funeral
Because a part of you will die
Along with me

I'll write you a letter that
You'll keep
Reminding you your love for me
Is more than six feet deep
You say aloud that you
Would've been my wife
Right about that time
Is when I come back to life
And let you know
I'd let you know (whooaa)

I was faking my own suicide
Because I know you loved me
You just never realized
I was faking my own suicide
I'll walk in that room and
See your eyes open so wide
I've been so lost
Because you know
Because you know
You will never leave my sight (you will never leave my sight)
Until the day that I die for the first time (until I die for the first time)
And we'll laugh, yeah we'll laugh
And we will cry
So overjoyed with the love
That saved my life
Our love is so alive


so tell me what you think..nagdevelop n b taste ko sa music? magaling b clang christian rock band? mei mairerecommend p b kaung kantang kagaya nun? un lng..

and by the way, record breaking talaga ang august dahil ngaun lng ako nakapagpost in two consecutive days...weeeeeee!!!! aun lng...as a finale, picture time:





i will do that just for you

Some random stuff i want to talk about

e2 n nmn ako..and this time mei record n..nakagawa ako ng tatlong posts sa isang buwan!!!! (palakpakan!!!)

ung ngaun ay isang post lang out of boredom pero sana mei matutunan kau kahit papano..hehe..

1. bkt ganun ang "major subjects? sa school? by major subjects, i mean mapeh, tle, and the likes...internal hemorrhage (sp?) na inabot ko at ng clasm8s ko...db dapat ung mga totoong subjects ang mahirap ang test? bkt nagiging baliktad? the world's so fucked up...sheesh!

2. sino sasang-ayon sa mga salitang ito?:

"ang tunay na galing ng isang tao ay lumalabas kapag siya ay nakacram"

3. mei saysay ba ang magmahal ng isang taong may mahal na? mahal as in mei gf/bf na...db wala n? e kung mei tao nmn sa likod mo n handang ibigay sau ung hinahanap mo sa iba, meirason k p b para hindi lumingon? at tungkol dun sa taong nasa likod nung nagmamahalsa mei gf/bf n, bkt ang hilig niang pumatol sa binabasura ng iba?..hindi b xha nagsasawa sa buhay nia? (shet sana mabasa to ni ano)

4. tama bang magpagawa ka, bilang isang guro, ng halos sandosenang gawain sa mga estudyante mo khit ndi k nagtuturo? ndi makatarungan un db?

5. bkt b napagkakaisahan ang mga taong nais lamang sa buhay ay sumaya? ilagay nio kaya sarili nio sa posisyon nia. nakakaawa ung babae. ndi dahil wala ka kung anung meron xha ay naghahanap k n ng paraan para magalit k s kanya.

un lng muna. ndi p ko nagrereview s chemistry. haiii..periodical exams talaga o, panira sa pagdodota...

First time

gaya ng tradisyon ko sa blog n to, intro muna kung bkit ganito post ko..

habang naghahalungkat ako sa lalagyan ng mga lumang cd d2 sa bahay, may nakita akong kakaiba...kulay pink yung cd tpus puro bulaklak...because of my love for all things pink, tinry ko ung cd...by the way, cd pala un ni Jacque Estevez, ung batang laging kasama ni Rochelle ng Sexbomb Girls ng Eat bulaga, wag niu n tanungin kung bkit ko alam...

anyway, isang kanta lng ang nagustuhan ko dun(puro pansayaw ung iba, panget n)...title nia is "First time"...ang corny nung kanta pero dahil in love pa ko, nagustuhan ko siya...

kaya aun, naicpan kong magpost tungkol sa FIVE TURNING POINT FIRSTS ng buhay ko..and it goes something like this...

una, first time ko uminom ng alak na alam ko n umiinom ako ng alak...birthday celebration un ni mich at khit isang shot lng un, feeling ko iminulat ako nun sa mga bagay na ginagawa ng mga mature people...

ikalawa, first time kong "maging makamundo" noong grade four ako...no further explanation...bka pumangit reputasyon ko...

ikatlo, una akong naging conscious sa itsura ko noong second year ako...may magandang pasok galing sa copernicus e..kaya aun, keilangan laging cool lng..hehe

ikaapat, first love ko...ayan na emo na..

first love ko ay ung "krema de fruta mula dun sa isang post sa blog n ito...itinuturing ko siyang first love kasi, siya ang unang nagbigay sa kin ng "marijuana feeling"...ung mga nauna, parang wala lng..

nasan n xha ngaun? basahin nio n lng ung pot entitled "kababaihan"...

ang huling first dito,

ang first girlfriend ko ay si....(watch out for this space...magkakaroon din ako ng matinong maisusulat d2)...

but wait there's more...naicpan ko n nmng magpost ng pic kc malakas tama ko ngaun...




i want us to be like those two...give me the chance (emo shet!)


un lng...ilang beses n kong namamatay sa mga halimaw n 2...hindi n naglevel character ko dhil s post n2..wahaha...this is the resident ungas signing off!!!

why this blog is like this?

someone asked me, "bkit ang simple ng blog mo? lagyan mu nmn ng pics..."

sbi ko lng.."hindi ako marunong" khit mei alam nmn talaga ako sa html

actually, hindi ko ito nilalagyan ng pics at kung anu-anung borloloy dahil sa ilang mga kadahilanan

una, hindi ako mahilig sa pabonggahan, simplicity means beauty...

ikalawa. walang lamang pics ang celfone ko...

at huli, ayoko maglagay ng pics para lang masabing meron ako nun. gusto ko mei rason ang bawat litratong ilalagay ko.

at dahil may rason n ako para maglagay ng pic..e2 n ang unang pic na ilalagay ko sa blog n ito..








pink rose...pink as the color of soft-bound love...love that is still unsure...love that may never bloom but still tries to..